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Always Is, Never Was

by tom yam gai

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1.
lights to the left and rails to the right nearly the same view every night drifting seagulls drifting boats triple rainbows straddling the road it´s like a foresight it´s a beginning no back talking the beginning of spring and while the minutes fly another all time high waste products on the riverside It´s an insane view through shrouded eyes cloudy sundown evening showers blood moon rises above the towers it´s a hindsight an awakening dismal wasteland of sin and while the minutes die another all time high lights to the left and rails to the right a new perspective on daily grind it´s all illusion, hallucination hang over, an imitation of spring and while the spirits fly to overturn that lie keep the all time high
2.
your face is in a focus pulled by someone somewhere else expressions analyzed - is the bad boy doing well? every move is registrated so is everything you touch heartrate on the smartphone feel it pumpin´ in your crotch you got the techno blues. this is the techno blues industrial spirit computer slaves in line no cash? no need to worry your design is defined details in the darknet your brain begins to rise bite-sized science lessons offered by the wise Bannon QAnon and the digital tribe… unfree deliberately this is the techno blues. you got the techno blues the community´s enlightened you got wind of the big lie following the followers commit the cyber crime shades reflecting radiance the monitor is bright from one second to another you shoot out the lights… deep state infiltrated technology freak you get what you need erase and delete intelligent investigative internet freak you get what you need erase and delete unfree deliberately you got the techno blues this is the techno blues
3.
Blockage 04:48
world trade in action decisions made decisions failed no second answers U do PR you kill utopia the best that´s ever given in our economy unavoidable see what happens keep it rolling breakdown in stupidity „an avalanche of ships stuck in the canal like a beached whale“ blood circulation blocked in arteries blocked in veins at the age of resignation all hopes in vain all hope´s in vain the best that´s ever given in our biology inescapable see it coming keep on waiting breakdown in anxiety blockage! „shortages!“ blockage! „basically anything will be affected…“ blockage! „shortages!“ blockage! „we have to be very careful about this!“ ever given forever theories and visions possibilities sanity and reason strangled by reality the best that’s ever given in our philosophy still attainable what ever happens what ever comes won´t be the end of history
4.
blank-faced skippers lead us between arcane lines detaining disorder channel our minds indicating shear beauty orange silver red white shiny shiny colour creeps Shiny shiny colours creep in a row an array blank-faced skippers lead us between arcane lines seaming senseless apparently mindless pointlessly pointing to an apparent horizon shiny shiny colour creeps shiny shiny colour creeps in a row an array straight our way… shiny shiny colour creeps colours creep
5.
Quizás 06:02
floating around the place I can’t be found floating around out of time out of bounds floating around the most relieving sound the place that never is, always was always is, never was quizás! floating around over coloured ground floating around and no frowns and no downs the time that never is, always was always is, never was quizás? floating around far out far away from the crowd far out where the silence is loud no trace of the place that always is, never was Never is, always was quizás.
6.
beengt bedrängt beschrankt beschränkt gekränkt gehängt gelenkt verdrängt verengt vermengt verrenkt versenkt verwandt verkannt verrannt verdammt navigieren revoltieren resistenzen renitenzen geflohen gegangen gesehen gedacht gesungen gemalt gespielt gemacht gezogen geschoben gerissen gerammt bemüht belesen befreit gelacht navigieren revoltieren resistenzen renitenzen verrannt verkannt gedacht gerannt gewollt gebrannt
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Ein Anderer 04:47
es freundlicht ein wenig. es leichtet es schmeichelt es of-t und es wärmt als wär´ ich ein anderer etwas stört da erheblich, es quengelt es quert es nervt und es lärmt als wäre Ich ein Anderer egal denn es freundlicht tatsächlich tatsächlich ein wenig es freundlicht beständig es weicht es hellt es heilt
9.
when the madness is over and the noise dies down where do you go existence is one man show you make a row all the things you blow create an all time low hyperproblems minor solutions all in all this is evolution when the madness is over you’re on your own you got stuck inside with all the pestering doubts you´re trying to fight life to the left all the rest to the right still far behind the final peace of mind can´t complain it could be worse and when the lunacy´s over you’re on your own when the madness is over And the noise dies down it´s all just fine just a drop of time

about

Alone in one room and at the same time somewhere far out... On the way to unknown psychic territories while scoring a soundtrack I got into recording out in the fields. From time to time melodies and words appeared, some sort of trashy psychedelic songs - now collected on „Always Is, Never Was“. This album took two years of truth. Dealing with a dense and oppressive adopted reality.


"Alleine in einem Raum und gleichzeitig irgendwo weit draußen... Auf dem Weg zu unbekannten psychischen Territorien während der Arbeit an einem Soundtrack fing ich an, draußen Aufnahmen zu machen. Von Zeit zu Zeit tauchten Melodien und Worte auf, eine Art trashiger psychedelischer Songs - jetzt gesammelt auf "Always Is, Never Was". Dieses Album brauchte zwei Jahre der Wahrheit. Die Auseinandersetzung mit einer dichten und beklemmenden Realität."

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released June 1, 2022

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tom yam gai Cologne, Germany

Spirit moves, spirit grows, nothing more to know... "tom yam gai" is an individual sound project from Cologne. Under this moniker all sound is created by Tom Theunissen, including the input and contributions of real and virtual guests. It was set up in late 2020 to create music for films. And turned into a psychedelic song experiment. ... more

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